The lava flowing, the eruptions…the pictures and the knowledge of what is happening in this place I love from deep within my soul…is stirring. up. so. much.
This Big Island, and my experience living in lower Puna, reflects both the most beautiful and the most fierce aspects of the Feminine. There is so much richness and wisdom to be gleaned there – not from the head, purely soul, womb, heart (on offer to ALL, who are open).
Last week as I mourned the terrorist act carried out in my city targeting women, I let a lot of sounds out. At one point, without intending or planning to, my held note in a song became a scream. A really loud, wild scream, amplified quite a bit as I had been singing into a mic.
It was loud and, also, I held back.
I mean, what if the neighbours heard and called the police because they thought someone was being attacked?
Fair. And also not fair because sometimes I need to scream.
How much are you holding inside? Where are you feeling the rumbling?
What I’ve noticed today has been a strong and recurring desire to let sound out but EVERYWHERE I find myself. To sing wildly and loudly. To make noise, to stir up. A quick and easy way to get one’s self tucked away in an asylum, isn’t it.
This is Pele for me right now. Letting it all out.
She rules. She’s erupting the boiling hot from within. She is paving over what we’ve built. Detached.
It isn’t a new thing at all but given all that’s been happening in our collective reality, I offer that it would benefit us to pay attention. Truly, to see with vision, to see symbolically, to see deeper and farther. What’s on the horizon?
To the beautiful people of Puna, please stay safe. You are in my heart.
Art: ‘Madame Pele’ by Rachael Ray